my kryptonite

anybody who really knows me, knows that i have a thing for watches -- still in pursuit of the mickey mouse watch -- i just cannot have enough watches. we are now having a super sale of watches, most of them signature. alas, to be paid in cash. tsk. walk away, i told myself.

i tried to forget about it until one of the cool manager here called me and said "hey, i want to show you something. i swear, when i saw it i know i have to show it to you." and he showed me an ad in the newspaper. -- THE SWATCH JELLY IN JELLY! waa! it has my name written on it. i have to have it. no matter what! screw the new clothes. i will buy this. hahahaah!

i want you!

Here's the small article about it:

The new Jelly in Jelly Collection permits a larger explosion of Beauty and Art. It gives its creators greater freedom to design, enabling the latest trends to find their way quickly into new models. This collection consists of five bright transparent models in classic SWATCH colours. Jelly in Jelly moves a small watch into a larger dimension, thus taking account of the trend towards larger watches.

quick...

i feel lazy...
dont want to go to the gym...
but i have to...


hmmm...
i am now in pursuit of finding an authentic diner.

im open for suggestions.

and you're it!

hmmm... how am i to do this again? cher tagged me to do this here (check) and i have to write down 8 facts/ habits/ things, mention who tagged me and tag everybody else. hahahah! syempre no tagging back

so here's eight facts/trivia about me:

1. i havent cut my hair for more than a year. i dont own it anymore -- m does. he doesnt want me to cut it. but people thinks its nice. so its good. i usually have it tied in a ponytail or clipped with barrets.
2. i sleep with my hand under the pillow, on my side facing the wall.
3. i like margaritas / tequilas more than beer. you wont see me much in parties.
4. i am a sugar junkie. and chocolate fondues are neat.
5. most of the week, i am in the gym -- where i think a lot. contemplating on life.
6. i am a hopeless romantic -- minsan selosa. hahaha.
7. i own a lot of lip balm/gloss.
8. i love having conversations on a lazy day over coffee.

TAG! you're it! -- tabs, annie, trisha, kitty, gwennie, sue & ches. lahat kayo!!! heheheh

ganda....

When i'm feeling like there's no love coming to me, and i have no love to give; when i'm feeling separated from the world, and cut off from myself; when i'm feeling annoyed by every little thing, because i'm not getting what i want, i'll remember that there is an infinite amount of love available to me. And i'll see it in you.

I'll remember that i am complete within myself, so I'll never have to look to you to complete me. And, most of all, i'll remember that everything i really need i already have, and whatever i don't have will come to me when i'm ready to receive it.

- Will and Grace, "Coffee & Commitment"

**** i like the first part. su-weet. :)

what do you fear most?

i was jumping from one page to another saw a quiz -- which planet are you from?
its a so-so until i was asked this:

Which do you fear most?

- Denied creative expression
- Loss of memory
- Stupidity
- Ugliness
- Being taken away from nature
- Being weak or crippled
- There is nothing out there
- Nobody to heal
- Chaos
- Being made to conform
- Whatever lurks in the darkness
- Being exposed

i chose STUPIDITY. its what i fear most among the choices. since creativity is inborn -- its like you cannot be uncreative if you are one. i mean who wants to be stupid???

and his name is ares.

it was a good weekend for me.
i was having hellish cramps but its all good. i watched pixar's cars -- good film but i dont think the children liked it, some kids inside the theater got bored. hehehe.
highlight would be when m and i was able to talk again. it feels like i havent "talked" to him lately. busy kse sya with his toy and friends. pero carry lang. okay na naman kme e.

anyway, he was telling me about this game he just finished, GOD OF WAR. man, its really interesting.
good graphics, great story with the right amount of blood and gore and sex. hahahaha. what a combination. i love anything greek myth. ^_^
he's tempting me to give the game a shot. i declined. i might get addcted to it.
was comtemplating of buying him God of War II for christmas. hmm... depende yun kung mabait sya. hehehee.

here's the trailer link:
http://www.veoh.com/videoDetails.html?v=e65623TKrJtzEa
enjoy. :)



and on other things,
m has been asking me before to get back to photography, i think i will. i wanted to buy a digital camera. too bad it costs a bundle. it will put a dent on my wallet. waa!

whoo! saya!

mate 1: hey mate, puede mag rant?
mate 2: sure, im all ears. whats the matter?
mate 1: you know what irritates me the most? its planning a freakin' date, get all worked up.
and what i get is a wasted sleepy boyfriend when the date comes around. man, what a waste of time! poo-tah!
mate 2: oh. shet mate, that suck. he went to an event eklat ano
mate 1: ano pa nga ba. pakshet. i try not to be demanding. i let him do his thing. pucha. ano ba ako dito? seasonal girlfriend? is it too much to ask for him to be at least awake when i see him?
mate 2: t*e. it suck to be you.
mate 1: i f**kin' know.

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i dont understand. shake it off. please. its killing me.

wenk wenk wenk

i was tinkering and falling in love with flicker. hehehhee.
i think i tinkered too much.
i reached my limit in bandwidth in 2 days!
tsk tsk.
i have to wait for the 1st of july for it to reset.
bugger!

unmasked

ive always loved comic books, i cant keep my hands off them, local or not. a liking shared by moonbeam and the love of my life.

and i found this. and i dont like the idea. WHAT WERE THEY THIKING???

jeez, m would throw a fit. but then, i dont think he likes spidey as much as i do.

saw this story at yahoo.com.

share ko lang.

NOOO!!!!



Spiderman outs himself to the press
Wed Jun 14, 11:30 AM ET

For a comic book hero, it's the ultimate taboo.
In the latest edition of the Marvel comic "Civil War" on sale, Spiderman does the unthinkable and removes his Spidey mask to publicly reveal his hidden identity.
"I'm proud of who I am, and I'm here right now to prove it," the legendary webslinger tells a press conference called in New York's Times Square, before pulling off his mask and standing before the massed ranks of reporters as newspaper photographer Peter Parker.
"Any questions?" Parker asks in the final panel of the issue, amid a barrage of camera flashes.
In a statement, Marvel trumpeted the revelation as "arguably the most shocking event in comic book history."
The seven-issue "Civil War" series, launched in May, sees Marvel's writers taking on the topical issue of civil liberties.
Following a showdown between a group of superheroes and supervillains in which hundreds of innocent civilians are killed, the government passes the Super-Hero Registration Act, requiring all superheroes to reveal their identities and register as "living weapons of mass destruction."
Marvel's roster of invincible crime fighters is split into two bitterly opposed factions, with one camp -- championed by the likes of Spiderman -- in favour of the new law and the other, including Captain America and his ilk, refusing to relinquish anonymity.
"It's about which side you are on and why you think you are right," said Marvel Comics editor-in-chief Joe Quesada

a broke day with tabs

i was scared that she would cancel on our date, because we are both dirt poor. broker than broke. she has 300 in her pockets. i have 200. but its fun. we both helped each other shake off our depressions.

a great way to start the week. sa uulitin. ^_^

dont we look great? someday we might be mrs. b's.

cam whore na ba ako? salamat sa libreng pedi! hehehe!

for a million bucks, you will to wear this?

waa! ano daw?

drool...

" i told you marami kang fans, tabs!"

the caffeine addicts

an excerpt from a conversation with a 15-year-old

DAY: one rainy sunday
MOOD: nervous
MUSIC: none

its been a year since i visited this great house where i like/love the people living inside. i kept on flashing nervous smiles at him. aak. malapit na kme sa loob. bahala na si batman.
turned out im nervous for nothing. i was greeted warmly by smiles and hugs.
i found my way to their living room and there i was greeted by a 15 year old young man. taller that i last remembered seeing him and still cute.

him: "hi, kamusta? ngayon ka lang nabisita uli"
me: "oo nga e. o kamusta?"
him: "okay lang. may balita na ba?"
me: "balita? balita sa?"
him: "kung kelan kayo papakasal."
whoa.
me: "ha? hehehehe. di ba sya dapat ang tinatanong mo nyan di ako."
him: "hahaha. nahihiya kse ako e."
me: "wala pa e. sabi ng friend nya, he still waiting for me to grow. problema, hanggang dito na lang ako. di na ako lalaki."
him: "ganon ba? may cherifer ako dyan. baka gumana pa yun. hehehehe."

he's such a nice young boy. i'd love for him to be my nephew-in-law (hahaha. meron ba nun?).
ay naku. di mo lang alam, mukhang marami tao ang ayaw sakin para sa tito mo. pero sorry na lang sila pinili na nya ako. hehehe.
at kung mayaman lang ako, matagal ko na pinakasalan anga tito mo. :)

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on that note:

me (on SMS): hello kulit. i hope masaya ka sa birthday weekend mo....
m: ... yes, it was a happy weekend...

that's all i need to know.

warning

sa mga taong di sanay o di alam na nag mumura ako, wag nyo na basahin ang post na ito.

i've been trying my best to do my fucking job without trying to kill you.
i swear im near my breaking point and i dont think i could hold on to my temper much longer.
im soo sick of you patronizing me. strutting as if you are better than me.
e, tangina ka, pareho lang tyong alipin dito!
dahil sayo, gusto ko na magresign. lintek ka.
hindi ko kasalanan na mas maganda ako sayo, gago ka!
problema kase sayo malaki pa sayo yang insecurity mo!
buwiset ka.

happy na birthday pa! heheheh!

happy birthday to ann. will always be here for you. hanggang mag expire ako. hehehe.

sarap ng chilis ano? hehehe. joke!

i will always be thankful that i have you in my life and for introducing me

to the reason why i am happy.

life wont be all pretty but i will be here for you.

wish you less tears and more happiness and blessings.

love you very much.

looking forward to seeing you again.

post hospital duties

my lolo is in the hospital and i decided to pitch in and relieve my sister from hospital duties to get some zzz's. its all good. since its the least i can to for a great man, my lolo. he is more like a father to me. i wanted to do this.
even if i know i would be bored to death. hehehhe. i spent the day fussing over him. drinking coffee in between. zero lunch. slept very late and very lightly. jumping up whenever i hear him move.
tsk. its like i havent slept at all.
woke up by 530am.
drinking scorching coffee. got lost.
wrong jeep.
got locked out of the house.
screamed at everybody who comes my way.
its a really long day.
cold shower.
on autopilot coming into work.
sigh.
work... shet. it suck.
job orders piling up. good thing my boss is on leave.
whoo. i hope tomorrow would be better. and saturday and the rest of the week would be great.
i cant believe that im still awake now, that i havent dropped dead yet.
i hope someone wouldn't be too sleepy and wasted come weekend. else, i will raise hell.

thats me... when i dont get zzz's. reminds me of something funny, this strip. hehehe.

sometimes i have days like this...

to all ye carnies

i cant believe hboasia is just about to start carnivale season 2.
whoo. cant wait. love carnivale!!!
will buy the boxed set asap. :)




my weekend: its tiring. could use the long weekend coming up. looking forward to a lot of meet ups. hopefully things would be better. no, it will be better. shoutouts to annie, moonbeam, trisha and kitty. ^_^

drool.....

this looks like a piece of heaven on earth. sigh... did you hear that? its calling me!

four me me. :)

ho hum... i know i have to be cracking more more j.o's now. but, my brains doesnt want to cooperate yet. and in pursuit of a good read i found this. heheh. so there.

Here goes my 4-some(s):

Four Jobs I've Had In My Life:
1. babysitter (no charge)
2. order taker at a famous bakeshop (to avoid getting burned during summer & free cakes to boot)
3. events/travel coordinator for my mom
4. artist/corporate slave

Four Films I Can Watch Over And Over Again (in no particular order):
(bat 4 lang??? mahaba pa yung listahan ko)

1. LOTR trilogy
2. pretty woman
3. forrest gump
4. wedding singer

Four Places I Have Lived:
1. sta ana
2. sta ana
3. still sta ana...
4. err...

Four TV Programs I Love To Watch:
1. house m.d.
2. csi (vegas and new york)
3. friends
4. carnivale / gray's anatomy

Four Places I Would Have Visited, If I Had The Money:
1. london
2. paris
3. new york
4. greece

Four Websites I Visit Daily:
1. blogspot
2. yahoo
3. nba
4. cbs

Four Of My Favorite Foods:
1. cheesecake (i want to try toblerone cheesecake) - pistachio ice cream
2. baked ziti
3. cordon bleu
4. tempura

Four Places I Would Rather Be: (right now?)
1. curled up on a couch, reading a book
2. my room, sleeping
3. having coffee with tabs and kitty
4. in puerto del sol with my bestie (syempre)

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*musings:
• mas excited pa ako sa bday ni m kesa sa kanya. hahaha. i have everything mapped out.
• i wish i have money to blow on my friends so i could throw a party.
• its been ages since i last messed around the kitchen.
• i still cant find the evil dress (and i only have a week to find it)
• i miss having coffee with m and my friends.
• i need to start working again. hehehe.

hmm... monday na naman?

it was a good weekend. it rained a little after the movie. saw "mag lovestory", kilig. hahaha. my bestie is such a sweetie, gave me a new dvd, nevermind its korean (il mare), its a lovestory. :) its definitely quality time.
i hope this would sustain me for the whole week. ^_^
oh, sorry i had to stole pics from your blogs. hehehe.
oh yeah. to trisha: FEEL BETTER! kape tyo pag magaling ka na.

insert profanity here

DAY : last workday
Time: e...
Mood: just cruising

beat deadline (check)
reward self with white pizza (check)
raspberry tea (check)
windowshopped (check. check)
tick off job orders (check)

hmm... everything looks good. wrong!
she has other plans
she is trying to make my life hellish. another revision! (suprise! NOT!)
well. pakshet.
etong sayo: di ka pa rin maganda. sorry na lang. i wont let a scum of earth like you get to me.

how sad...

"when two people love each other, when do you say enough?"

"when it's not working anymore."

"no."

"when?"

"never."

-- how true.
for a great friend, almost like a sister. dont give up yet. believe that what you have is good. not perfect, but worthy enough to make it work. i hope everything would turn out okay.
pero as i've said last night "kung si j, pinayagan natin mag loko. ikaw rin puede. wag ka lang papahuli ng buhay."
hahaha. im just trying to make you laugh. will be here for you. maski di mo ko ilibre. hug.