unreachable

went out with annie last night in pursuit of her christmas gift to a sibling. i gladly went with her because it gave me an excuse to skip gym and catch up with her. anyway, she had this Idea. i can't ellaborate since i cant control the readers of my page. its so unlike her that i started thinking if i could do the Idea myself. hahahaah. but then, i can be such a wuss.

moving on...

she told me how stressful her work is now. well, it wouldn't be work if its not stressfull, yes? i started whining that we should pursue our plan of going out of town. to have a vacation where we would kill our phones so our work will not be able to catch up and all that they will hear is -- the subscriber cannot be reached! hehehehe. oh what fun!

i am thinking of something i shouldn't even be entertaining.
i wish i could really talk to him but i cant. his short fuse gets in the way.

funky sneaks

i wish i could wear something like this for work. hee.
such a cutie.
well,
sylverlyt, what do you think? ^_^




love it. love it.

i ain't unique???


does this prove m's theory that i am in fact chinese? how weird. for someone who has an english sounding surname and was rumored to have a nazi, err, german lineage. sheesh. heheheh! kidding! m would be flipping out if he ever founf out that this thing thinks that i look like maggie cheung. heheheh!
*link taken from compulsive_eater without permission. hehehe.

the doctor is in


i fell in love with the series last year. watched the first episode (the deciding factor for me if im following a series and losing few hours of zzz's or not) and it was hook, line and sinker. i don’t know if its because i wanted to be a doctor before or if its because of dr. house's biatchy attitude (with a capital a). house is not mr. congeniality in the hospital, having just one best friend, zero girlfriend and a prospect is a proof of that. but i think he is well respected.
i love it when he tries to bargain/weasel out of clinic duties, his possessiveness with his markers, his love for soap operas and how he drives his staff crazy. i would love to have him as my boss/doctor! hehehee! he keeps them on their toes and make them work. he's insensitive but he stands with his decisions -- which is most of the time outrageous but its right on the mark.

i just love him. love him. love him.
he reminds me of someone i love. hehehe.

Stacy – “If you didn’t want me working here, why didn’t you just say so?”
House – “I don’t want you working right here. In my office. But anywhere else in the building is fine. It’s a really big hospital.”- Acceptance

Robert Sean Leonard, who plays house's best friend, Dr. Wilson is hot! he's from dead poet society. hee.

*** toxic is not even enough to describe the level of stress+workload that we will be trying to handle. i cant lose my temper just because of some people. akk. help me!

"this, too, will pass. this, too, will pass" sana before i die. heheheh.
to tabs and annie, thank you for last night. ^_^ i needed that.



love you. love you.

TO THE ONE I LOVE

im sorry for:

• sometimes not acting my age
• for being so insensitive
• for being impatient
• ransacking your book collections
• sometimes being immature.
• for not getting you a new tv
• making you worry at times
• being a brat

im looking foward to:

• spending more time with you
• really listen to you
• talking about just anything
• buying you milkshakes
• making chocolates for you
• taking a vacation with you
• loving you more

" When i'm feeling like there's no love coming to me, and i have no love to give; when i'm feeling separated from the world, and cut off from myself; when i'm feeling annoyed by every little thing, because i'm not getting what i want, i'll remember that there is an infinite amount of love available to me. And i'll see it in you." - will and grace

thank you for the wonderful two years together,
for being my best friend, being there for me,
and most especially for loving me.
i cant promise you a perfect relationship but i can promise to work hard to make this work.
wont trade you for the world.
love you. love you, always.

good times!


i honestly cant remember when was the last time i saw her. i was thrilled when she asked me if my sunday is free and if we could meet up. well, i make it a point to have my sundays free for my friends. plus, its a chance to catch up with one of my best friends so i said yes. i know that going out would make a dent in my wallet but heck, being with my friends is priceless. so after an uber late lunch at frenchbaker, then walked to make ourselves hungry. we sampled the new coffee cheesecake from breadtalk... hmm... its sooo good for something with a reasonable price. we had our usual caffeine fix (no, i dont think its possible for us to go out and not have coffee!) and talked and talked.
tabs made me buy this cute red top. hee. payback time for her because i always make her buy something. ^_^
i felt that the whole day isnt enough for us when we see each other -- too much to do so little time.
i appreciate that she went all the way to makati just to see me. it meant a lot.
i wish i have enough money to blow on her.
thanks for the wonderful sunday, tabs. i hope we can do this again.
here are the link for the rest of the photos. enjoy!

good times with NOT paul anka!

here are few of my favorite pics from my good times with tabs. evidently, we are both caffeine intoxicated and became shutter-trigger happy!
hee!

cam whoring!

coffee goddess. ^_^


mwah!

crazy monkeys!

love me!

big tic ^_^

this post was late because of an uber long meeting. err. all im hearing is an endless buzz. hehehehe.
anyway, watched miami vice (bad idea, colin just kept screwing gong li), save for that it was a great weekend.
i needed that. im getting this crazy idea about work, but its all good. its just a phase i guess.
now, being with my bestie is something i look forward to.
in my previous
post, i was lusting over this watch. hehehehe. well, IT'S MINE now! wee!
its like "wow" for me. since its the first time that i asked for something from him and he gave it to me.
not that i would love him less if he didn't. nothing would change.
i think what we have is beyond what material things we can give for each other.
me thinks some people think i dont deserve his love. but as far as i know he's happy and that's what counts.
anyway, im prepping up for the anniversary (year 2).
i just have to crack the j.o.'s to get it out of the way. hehehehe.
oh, to
moonbeam, im still here you know. im buried under the job orders but i can always find time for you.
miss you.

and off to lord morpheus

I am a toboggan!
Find your own pose!

fast forward >>

*taken from compulsive eater's page: ^_^

These are the original instructions.
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.

NO CHEATING!

To those who doesnt have a mp3 player:
1. Get any songhits/song book lying around (i wanted the big thick one but cant find it so im using instead the magic sing playlist folder)
2. Flip through the pages while reading the question then stop flipping after.
3. Randomly point to any part of the page with your finger (i recommend the index one, but feel free to use your favorite)
4. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
NO CHEATING!

Ready? GO!

How are you feeling today?
- Friends
Will you get far in life?
- Deep inside of you
How do your friends see you?
- Long Way to Run
Will you get married?
- Four Seasons of Loneliness
What is your life's theme song?
- Ordinary
What is the story of your life?
- Officially Missing You
What was high school like?
- Rain (jet black joe! fave!)
How can you get ahead in life?
- Like a Virgin
What is tomorrow going to be like?
- Rise and Fall
What is the best thing about your friends?
- Must Get Out
What is in store for the next weekend?
- Someday We'll Know
What song best describes you?
- Time
How is your life going?
- Something's Missing (mahal ko na si John Mayer!!!)
What song will play at your funeral?
- Baby Come Back
How does the world see you?
- Georgia
Will you have a happy life?
- Hanggang Ngayon
What do your friends really think of you?
- Blue Eyes Blue
What song describes the person you'reattracted to?
- Crazy little thing called love
What message would you like to tell the next generation?
- Bad Day
Do you have a deep dark secret?
- My Boo

HAHAHAH! this is hilarious! give it a shot! :)

what does it mean?

i have no idea what is it with watches that i just get have enough of it, i can deal with having just one phone, 4 bags -- weird for a girl, and no make up (at all). i am just contended with not having too much stuff.

BUT...

when it comes to watches. im hopeless. i cant have enough of it. take me to a watch store, i get posessed. i cant explain it. i only have 2 wrists but, to date, i have 6 watches!!!
i went to fossil earlier with a good friend. jeez, i saw this watch and it practically called my name! its so pretty!
i know i want it. and ack. this pretty thing cost a lot.
and since im near broke. i figured i could ask him to get it for me as an anniversary/birthday.christmas gift. so even if im scared -- i dont ask for gifts, hiya ako, i sent him a message.

his answer : lets talk about it on sat.

err. what does that mean??? is that a NO in another form? tsk.
what?
oh well. i tried.

love kelly

this could just because of the perfect nookie/snuggle what-have-you weather, i just feel, umm... mushy. hehehe. i found a great page of a girl that i admire. wow. she writes soo great... its sapul. i'd like to share a part of her post. i hope you enjoy it as much as i did.

*********
what kind of love do you have?
one movie would dissect it to be three kinds...(ack, i'm a big movie fan, if you haven't noticed)
love.
big love.
great love.

the first one is the kind that goes away after, say, two months.

the second one is the kind that goes away after two years.

the third one...ah, the third one...it's the kind that changes your life forever.
if you get hit by the third kind of love...that's both a blessing...and a curse.
you cannot escape it.there's no way you can hide from it.there's no denying it no matter how hard you try.
you are done for my dear.
and it's good...all over.
not everyone is blessed to find it or be found by it...
but once you have "it"

...you'll feel strong

...and yet so powerless in all the right places

...you're out of control and you delight in it.it's crazy

...but makes so much sense.

the thing is...sometimes you don't even know "it" is just right in front of you.waiting to be recognized.
it is not in the package that you hoped for
...but it really never comes wrapped the way we want it to be.
unless you give it a try and unwrap it
...unless you try it on for size
...unless you give it a shot
...then you would have missed out on "the third kind"
...it would have almost been a close encounter
...but you didn't look up...
tsk.

*taken from kellybites. :)

para kay mike


dearest mike,

surprised?
i dont blame you. we just have this love-hate relationship. and to be honest, there are times that i abhor your mere existence. because you are unpredictable but you're too damn sexy. and yes, i cant imagine life without you.

i was shocked when he told me you're leaving for germany.
how can you do such a thing? its is because of a new love? a love better than what you have here?
i cant believe it. it's very surreal. a life without you.
there is nothing i can do. it's too late.
i just wanted you to know that i will miss you. really.
the way you make me feel the surge of adrenaline and the i-think-im going-to-die fear.
i wish you the best. i hope you will be happy in your new home. i dont think i will ever see you again.
goodbye mike. thank you for everything. esp for the times you are with me & m.

oh no... ang ganda.


i found this great website. its a perfect site for who else the shop crazy.
and i fell in love with the kitty slingback. ~ drool.

blinders

i am watching the so-they-say last 2 episodes of CARNIVALE. one of the characters was telling her child to take off her blinders for her husband will never come back.

BLINDERS.

that reminded me. i sent him an sms: how is your blinders? paper pa rin? :)

took him until after the show finished to answer: anong blinders?

what?

i cant believe that he forgot. he was the one who introduced the word to me

me: di ba when we started going out you told me that if you like/love somebody its like having blinders on. so you wont cheat on anybody kse you wont even look. you said then yours is paper blinders. so ngayon, paper pa rin ba?

him: ah. leather na ata. :)

me: ano? leather? tsk. kawawa naman ako. nasisira pa rin yun e. dapat pala bantayan ka pa rin. so... maski ba leather lang yan, love mo pa rin ako?

him: oo. love ko pa rin si f. matulog ka na.

heheheh. alam ko naman yun e.

ang blinders ay yung shades ng kabayo. na nilalagay para wala na syang makitang iba kundi yung nasa harap nya. para sa akin, ang blinders ni m, ay proteksyon sa mga babae na may masamang binabalak. hahaha.

mission: pm pile

hello, this post is tad late. something is wrong with my blogger and i cant upload anything. i would like to thank eus for uploading the last two pics. hehehee.
anyway, the mission was planned when i first saw IT. i knew i just have to take a piture of it, it's so blog-worthy! hahaha. sylverlyt and curiouskitty was excited when i told them about it so i decided to just get it on. i waited for m to take a nap and snapped away.
i swear, i havent seen such a pile. :) hopefully i wont get into trouble posting this pics. so please WAG nyo akong sumbong.
hmm, my next project would be having a photo with m. so he wont be accused of being an imaginary one. hehehe. :)
*****
on a room filled with books and toys, an uber kulit man lives. he goes by the name, m. but the toys thinks he's the boss. he doesnt know when he's out or sleeping, the toys come alive and wreck havoc or just go around and one day, while he is taking a nap...
i am The Thing. i am about 2 years old. i am the first gift that the lady, fran, gave to the boss, m. i am just one of the toys that live with the boss in his box. fat astroboy is my neighbor. i stay on top of the ps2 games and random dvd's. i was given the task to find the pm pile. i dont know if such a collection is true. but we will see.
while the boss is sleeping, thing went down from the ps2 games mountain to look for the infamous pm pile. that is located somewhere in the room, also called the box.
THING: oh, this is the new toy. i think they bought this so the boss would stay put and the lady would have peace of mind. hahahaha!

THING: hello mr batman, my name is the thing. i live on top of the ps2 games and dvds, from the other side of the room, you know where the fat astroboy used to dwell. uhh, i dunno but isnt this place supposed to be the sink/kitchen? how come it looks like a library and it seems that there's a huge pile of pms here. arent you afraid of getting weak lungs because of these?

BATMAN: hmm. mr thing, you seem to be a non smoker. you will never understand the reason why boss have the pile. even if the lady is close to having a fit everytime he lights up a cig.
THING: but, its a sink and --
BATMAN: er.
seeing the bat is hopeless thing went on and decided to climb up the pm pile

look at the biceps!aack!

THING: its a steep climb! but its worth it! my goodness. no wonder the lady is having issues with this. the bat is no help! but then he cant do anything being a bust and all. tsk.

THING: i present to you the PM pile! bwhahaha! success!

the end.

mmmm... great idea!

i was talking to our research manager about the new pirates movie -- he saw it lat night, a premiere by m&m. he told me that they gave away bags of m&m. and we started to talk about the m&m limited edition dark chocolate, the one they had specially for the STAR WARS: EPISODE III and how it never made it to our shores (sad!). so i went to the m&m's site and looked around and lo and behold! A CUSTOMIZED CANDIES!!!!
you can write personal messages and choose your colors too. a perfectly cheaper and a much more delicious wedding souvenir!
its brilliant... too brilliant. i want to have it!


ang cute!

this is how mine would look like. hopefully its still m i'd end up with.

toinks... my mess!

my weekend's great. its raining like insane but its good. :) i was able to spend quality time with m, stuffing ourselves silly with pizza and pastas and finished off with caffeine fix. it reminded me on how we are when we first started going out, where we would sit and people watch, bashing all the people's fashion style or un style. he's such a goof! hehehe.
and i also watched il mare (sa wakas!), its a cute film tho' it's really impossible for it to happen. but its all nice. anyway, i was able to take pictures of my workstation, i cant believe how much mess i made! aak!


it took me most of the morning to finish up but lookie how it looked like. its been a while since i saw my work table. hehehe! its littered been with papers and more papers! hehehhee!

and yes, i took the pics with my new sony cybershot T5 (pictures to follow!). :) hehhehe. i cant wait to take more pics esp. m's PM pile! heheheeh! thanks to sylverlyt, cher, tabs and bert for the help!

look! up in the sky!


i watched superman returns. and i think it's great. good story plus one hot papa? where could you go wrong? brandon routh did a great job filling in christopher reeves' red boots. and eventhough kevin spacey reminds me of dr. evil, he did well as lex luther. (trivia: mr spacey did a dr evil role in one of the austin powers' movie. :))
it is a must see movie for all the superman fans. :) i didnt put any spoiler to avoid trouble. hee.
oh, im now looking forward to spiderman 3.

am i hot or am i hot?

my kryptonite


anybody who really knows me, knows that i have a thing for watches -- still in pursuit of the mickey mouse watch -- i just cannot have enough watches. we are now having a super sale of watches, most of them signature. alas, to be paid in cash. tsk. walk away, i told myself.
i tried to forget about it until one of the cool manager here called me and said "hey, i want to show you something. i swear, when i saw it i know i have to show it to you." and he showed me an ad in the newspaper. -- THE SWATCH JELLY IN JELLY! waa! it has my name written on it. i have to have it. no matter what! screw the new clothes. i will buy this. hahahaah!

i want you!


Here's the small article about it:
The new Jelly in Jelly Collection permits a larger explosion of Beauty and Art. It gives its creators greater freedom to design, enabling the latest trends to find their way quickly into new models. This collection consists of five bright transparent models in classic SWATCH colours. Jelly in Jelly moves a small watch into a larger dimension, thus taking account of the trend towards larger watches.

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