i should be taking a stab at the fast accumulating job orders but im in a temporary "artist block". so i guess the job orders should get used to getting stared at by me some more -- well, until i get over this block.
weekend's great - watched the banquet (will try to write a review) & spent some quality time with m -- something i really need. talked to him with a future plan, about work, particularly. kitty knows about this and she thinks i should go for it.
hmm.
yes, i think this is more like a 60-40 thing. office politics are really getting out of hand and i have no intentions of getting myself involved.
so there.
maybe i need a CHANGE of scenery.
on a lighter note, im drooling over this jeans. akk. it costs too much. i should forget about it.
heheheh.
lets hope for a better week.
I NEED A CAFFEINE FIX, badly.
what's on your mind?
breakfast?
i was in great awe when i saw her in THE PROFESSIONAL. i cant believe that was her. hee. great actress that is more than just a pretty face. i want to pull off her costume: little black dress and pearls. perfect.
sweet surprise
i was swamped with work when kitty sent me this message:
kitty: i was with ur boyfriend last night. may meeting sila ni vince.
kitty: i stole lots of shots using my phone for you.
kitty: and told him to take u out on an out of town vacation. he said pag may leaves ka na daw coz right now u cant afford it (figuratively ha) coz ur jsut new in the office.
kitty: i'll send u the shots tru mail oncem y mms is activated.
kitty: :)
hahahah! it was su-weet of her to do that. i was jealous when i heard about her trip to baguio with vince. well, she's the only one i know who can push m around. hehehe.
thanks, kitty.
congratulations to you and vince. ^_^
all hail to the new zelda!
| m was Raving about this game, OKAMI, when i saw him last sat. i cant shut him up! hehehehhehe! i was skeptical until he showed it to me... and it was soo good. so good i warned him to wait till im around before he finishes the game. hehehehh! love it! watch FLYBOYS! good movie! hee! ^_^ | |
from me to you
maybe its because of the perfect nookie weather or maybe i cant wait to see him again. or maybe it's because of morrie (i just finished tuesdays with morrie)
so i sent him this, while waiting for the storm to calm down...
"if i had my way,
i would've asked you to marry me ages ago.
i wonder what you're answer will be...
goodnight, my love.
i miss you. i love you more."
looking forward to depart
again, m waved a dvd in my face while i was reading a chick-lit. he was frowning at the book like its something disgusting -- no, not really the book, i think its because my attention is elsewhere and not to him.
"let's just watch this, kulit." he said.
"and why would i want to watch that -- instik na naman e" suppressing a grin.
"because i want to. it's really good... and we will watch the english adaptation of this, which is THE DEPARTED"
hehehe.
such a baby.
and true enough, its so good. i just cant stop talking about it.
i can't wait for THE DEPARTED (showing october 4), a powerhouse cast and a great plot. whoo.
love it.
mark wahlberg grows on me -- i remember a friend telling me: gusto ko yung lalakeng mukhang babastusin ako sa kuarto. hehehe. -- amen. look who i ended up with. hee.
saturdays with m
the day that i always look forward to...
either just watching movies
or rummaging through your dvd's
or reading a good book.
to snuggle and be near you.
not talking, just basking in your presence.
feeling safe, warm and well-loved
i don't know what i did
to deserve you.
i'm just glad i did it.
thanks, baby.
love you, love you.
i miss you
playing hooky
i decided to give in to the pressure and just take half the day off so tabs would stop being on my case and i wont see some GR. in her sms to me. it was supposed to be a surprise but i twarted it. heee. sorry! anyway, under the angry glare of the sun, i went to ortigas to meet up with 2 of my great friends, with plans to eat foods that would give any gym instructor aneurysm and have my hair trimmed (worth every cent! hee!)
here's some more of the pics.
wouldn't it be great if...
i was talking to tabs & annie about this...
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT IF...
- you could just turn your feelings on/off like a switch (feelings can make people do crazy things!)
- you can eat whatever good foods without gaining a pound.
- your s.o. doesnt ignore you
- people LISTEN and not just hear what you are saying
- the cab driver will just drive and go where you want to go without being a know-it-all
- your boss and you can trade jobs for a week
- i can have a day in a bath tub with lots of bubbles
- i have a lot of money to blow on clothes and friends
- i can spend a day with good friends
- people are given a good coffee and book holiday
- i learn to play poker
- you know that i miss you
ewan
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ka ganyan
Mahirap kausapin at di pa namamansin
Di mo ba alam ako'y nasasaktan
Ngunit di bale na basta't malaman mo na ...
Mahal kita, mahal kita, hindi ito bola
Ngumiti ka man lang sana ako'y nasa langit na
Mahal kita, mahal kita, hindi ito bola
Sumagot ka naman 'wag lang ... ewan ...
unreachable
went out with annie last night in pursuit of her christmas gift to a sibling. i gladly went with her because it gave me an excuse to skip gym and catch up with her. anyway, she had this Idea. i can't ellaborate since i cant control the readers of my page. its so unlike her that i started thinking if i could do the Idea myself. hahahaah. but then, i can be such a wuss.
moving on...
she told me how stressful her work is now. well, it wouldn't be work if its not stressfull, yes? i started whining that we should pursue our plan of going out of town. to have a vacation where we would kill our phones so our work will not be able to catch up and all that they will hear is -- the subscriber cannot be reached! hehehehe. oh what fun!
i am thinking of something i shouldn't even be entertaining.
i wish i could really talk to him but i cant. his short fuse gets in the way.
funky sneaks
i wish i could wear something like this for work. hee.such a cutie.
well, sylverlyt, what do you think? ^_^
love it. love it.i ain't unique???
the doctor is in
i fell in love with the series last year. watched the first episode (the deciding factor for me if im following a series and losing few hours of zzz's or not) and it was hook, line and sinker. i don’t know if its because i wanted to be a doctor before or if its because of dr. house's biatchy attitude (with a capital a). house is not mr. congeniality in the hospital, having just one best friend, zero girlfriend and a prospect is a proof of that. but i think he is well respected.
i love it when he tries to bargain/weasel out of clinic duties, his possessiveness with his markers, his love for soap operas and how he drives his staff crazy. i would love to have him as my boss/doctor! hehehee! he keeps them on their toes and make them work. he's insensitive but he stands with his decisions -- which is most of the time outrageous but its right on the mark.
i just love him. love him. love him.
he reminds me of someone i love. hehehe.
Stacy – “If you didn’t want me working here, why didn’t you just say so?”
House – “I don’t want you working right here. In my office. But anywhere else in the building is fine. It’s a really big hospital.”- Acceptance
Robert Sean Leonard, who plays house's best friend, Dr. Wilson is hot! he's from dead poet society. hee.
*** toxic is not even enough to describe the level of stress+workload that we will be trying to handle. i cant lose my temper just because of some people. akk. help me!
"this, too, will pass. this, too, will pass" sana before i die. heheheh.
to tabs and annie, thank you for last night. ^_^ i needed that.
love you. love you.
TO THE ONE I LOVE
im sorry for:
• sometimes not acting my age
• for being so insensitive
• for being impatient
• ransacking your book collections
• sometimes being immature.
• for not getting you a new tv
• making you worry at times
• being a brat
im looking foward to:
• spending more time with you
• really listen to you
• talking about just anything
• buying you milkshakes
• making chocolates for you
• taking a vacation with you
• loving you more
" When i'm feeling like there's no love coming to me, and i have no love to give; when i'm feeling separated from the world, and cut off from myself; when i'm feeling annoyed by every little thing, because i'm not getting what i want, i'll remember that there is an infinite amount of love available to me. And i'll see it in you." - will and grace
thank you for the wonderful two years together,
for being my best friend, being there for me,
and most especially for loving me.
i cant promise you a perfect relationship but i can promise to work hard to make this work.
wont trade you for the world.
love you. love you, always.
good times!
i honestly cant remember when was the last time i saw her. i was thrilled when she asked me if my sunday is free and if we could meet up. well, i make it a point to have my sundays free for my friends. plus, its a chance to catch up with one of my best friends so i said yes. i know that going out would make a dent in my wallet but heck, being with my friends is priceless. so after an uber late lunch at frenchbaker, then walked to make ourselves hungry. we sampled the new coffee cheesecake from breadtalk... hmm... its sooo good for something with a reasonable price. we had our usual caffeine fix (no, i dont think its possible for us to go out and not have coffee!) and talked and talked.
good times with NOT paul anka!
hee!
cam whoring!
coffee goddess. ^_^ 
mwah!
love me! big tic ^_^
this post was late because of an uber long meeting. err. all im hearing is an endless buzz. hehehehe.anyway, watched miami vice (bad idea, colin just kept screwing gong li), save for that it was a great weekend.
i needed that. im getting this crazy idea about work, but its all good. its just a phase i guess.
now, being with my bestie is something i look forward to.
in my previous post, i was lusting over this watch. hehehehe. well, IT'S MINE now! wee!
its like "wow" for me. since its the first time that i asked for something from him and he gave it to me.
not that i would love him less if he didn't. nothing would change.
i think what we have is beyond what material things we can give for each other.
me thinks some people think i dont deserve his love. but as far as i know he's happy and that's what counts.
anyway, im prepping up for the anniversary (year 2).
i just have to crack the j.o.'s to get it out of the way. hehehehe.
oh, to moonbeam, im still here you know. im buried under the job orders but i can always find time for you.
miss you.
fast forward >>
*taken from compulsive eater's page: ^_^
These are the original instructions.
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
NO CHEATING!
To those who doesnt have a mp3 player:
1. Get any songhits/song book lying around (i wanted the big thick one but cant find it so im using instead the magic sing playlist folder)
2. Flip through the pages while reading the question then stop flipping after.
3. Randomly point to any part of the page with your finger (i recommend the index one, but feel free to use your favorite)
4. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
NO CHEATING!
Ready? GO!
How are you feeling today?
- Friends
Will you get far in life?
- Deep inside of you
How do your friends see you?
- Long Way to Run
Will you get married?
- Four Seasons of Loneliness
What is your life's theme song?
- Ordinary
What is the story of your life?
- Officially Missing You
What was high school like?
- Rain (jet black joe! fave!)
How can you get ahead in life?
- Like a Virgin
What is tomorrow going to be like?
- Rise and Fall
What is the best thing about your friends?
- Must Get Out
What is in store for the next weekend?
- Someday We'll Know
What song best describes you?
- Time
How is your life going?
- Something's Missing (mahal ko na si John Mayer!!!)
What song will play at your funeral?
- Baby Come Back
How does the world see you?
- Georgia
Will you have a happy life?
- Hanggang Ngayon
What do your friends really think of you?
- Blue Eyes Blue
What song describes the person you'reattracted to?
- Crazy little thing called love
What message would you like to tell the next generation?
- Bad Day
Do you have a deep dark secret?
- My Boo
HAHAHAH! this is hilarious! give it a shot! :)