what does it mean?

i have no idea what is it with watches that i just get have enough of it, i can deal with having just one phone, 4 bags -- weird for a girl, and no make up (at all). i am just contended with not having too much stuff.

BUT...

when it comes to watches. im hopeless. i cant have enough of it. take me to a watch store, i get posessed. i cant explain it. i only have 2 wrists but, to date, i have 6 watches!!!
i went to fossil earlier with a good friend. jeez, i saw this watch and it practically called my name! its so pretty!
i know i want it. and ack. this pretty thing cost a lot.
and since im near broke. i figured i could ask him to get it for me as an anniversary/birthday.christmas gift. so even if im scared -- i dont ask for gifts, hiya ako, i sent him a message.

his answer : lets talk about it on sat.

err. what does that mean??? is that a NO in another form? tsk.
what?
oh well. i tried.

love kelly

this could just because of the perfect nookie/snuggle what-have-you weather, i just feel, umm... mushy. hehehe. i found a great page of a girl that i admire. wow. she writes soo great... its sapul. i'd like to share a part of her post. i hope you enjoy it as much as i did.

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what kind of love do you have?
one movie would dissect it to be three kinds...(ack, i'm a big movie fan, if you haven't noticed)
love.
big love.
great love.

the first one is the kind that goes away after, say, two months.

the second one is the kind that goes away after two years.

the third one...ah, the third one...it's the kind that changes your life forever.
if you get hit by the third kind of love...that's both a blessing...and a curse.
you cannot escape it.there's no way you can hide from it.there's no denying it no matter how hard you try.
you are done for my dear.
and it's good...all over.
not everyone is blessed to find it or be found by it...
but once you have "it"

...you'll feel strong

...and yet so powerless in all the right places

...you're out of control and you delight in it.it's crazy

...but makes so much sense.

the thing is...sometimes you don't even know "it" is just right in front of you.waiting to be recognized.
it is not in the package that you hoped for
...but it really never comes wrapped the way we want it to be.
unless you give it a try and unwrap it
...unless you try it on for size
...unless you give it a shot
...then you would have missed out on "the third kind"
...it would have almost been a close encounter
...but you didn't look up...
tsk.

*taken from kellybites. :)

para kay mike

dearest mike,

surprised?
i dont blame you. we just have this love-hate relationship. and to be honest, there are times that i abhor your mere existence. because you are unpredictable but you're too damn sexy. and yes, i cant imagine life without you.
i was shocked when he told me you're leaving for germany.
how can you do such a thing? its is because of a new love? a love better than what you have here?
i cant believe it. it's very surreal. a life without you.
there is nothing i can do. it's too late.
i just wanted you to know that i will miss you. really.
the way you make me feel the surge of adrenaline and the i-think-im going-to-die fear.
i wish you the best. i hope you will be happy in your new home. i dont think i will ever see you again.
goodbye mike. thank you for everything. esp for the times you are with me & m.

oh no... ang ganda.

i found this great website. its a perfect site for who else the shop crazy.
and i fell in love with the kitty slingback. ~ drool.

blinders

i am watching the so-they-say last 2 episodes of CARNIVALE. one of the characters was telling her child to take off her blinders for her husband will never come back.

BLINDERS.

that reminded me. i sent him an sms: how is your blinders? paper pa rin? :)

took him until after the show finished to answer: anong blinders?

what?

i cant believe that he forgot. he was the one who introduced the word to me

me: di ba when we started going out you told me that if you like/love somebody its like having blinders on. so you wont cheat on anybody kse you wont even look. you said then yours is paper blinders. so ngayon, paper pa rin ba?

him: ah. leather na ata. :)

me: ano? leather? tsk. kawawa naman ako. nasisira pa rin yun e. dapat pala bantayan ka pa rin. so... maski ba leather lang yan, love mo pa rin ako?

him: oo. love ko pa rin si f. matulog ka na.

heheheh. alam ko naman yun e.

ang blinders ay yung shades ng kabayo. na nilalagay para wala na syang makitang iba kundi yung nasa harap nya. para sa akin, ang blinders ni m, ay proteksyon sa mga babae na may masamang binabalak. hahaha.

mission: pm pile

hello, this post is tad late. something is wrong with my blogger and i cant upload anything. i would like to thank eus for uploading the last two pics. hehehee.

anyway, the mission was planned when i first saw IT. i knew i just have to take a piture of it, it's so blog-worthy! hahaha. sylverlyt and curiouskitty was excited when i told them about it so i decided to just get it on. i waited for m to take a nap and snapped away.

i swear, i havent seen such a pile. :) hopefully i wont get into trouble posting this pics. so please WAG nyo akong sumbong.

hmm, my next project would be having a photo with m. so he wont be accused of being an imaginary one. hehehe. :)

*****

on a room filled with books and toys, an uber kulit man lives. he goes by the name, m. but the toys thinks he's the boss. he doesnt know when he's out or sleeping, the toys come alive and wreck havoc or just go around and one day, while he is taking a nap...

i am The Thing. i am about 2 years old. i am the first gift that the lady, fran, gave to the boss, m. i am just one of the toys that live with the boss in his box. fat astroboy is my neighbor. i stay on top of the ps2 games and random dvd's. i was given the task to find the pm pile. i dont know if such a collection is true. but we will see.

while the boss is sleeping, thing went down from the ps2 games mountain to look for the infamous pm pile. that is located somewhere in the room, also called the box.

THING: oh, this is the new toy. i think they bought this so the boss would stay put and the lady would have peace of mind. hahahaha!

THING: hello mr batman, my name is the thing. i live on top of the ps2 games and dvds, from the other side of the room, you know where the fat astroboy used to dwell. uhh, i dunno but isnt this place supposed to be the sink/kitchen? how come it looks like a library and it seems that there's a huge pile of pms here. arent you afraid of getting weak lungs because of these?

BATMAN: hmm. mr thing, you seem to be a non smoker. you will never understand the reason why boss have the pile. even if the lady is close to having a fit everytime he lights up a cig.

THING: but, its a sink and --

BATMAN: er.

seeing the bat is hopeless thing went on and decided to climb up the pm pile

look at the biceps!aack!

THING: its a steep climb! but its worth it! my goodness. no wonder the lady is having issues with this. the bat is no help! but then he cant do anything being a bust and all. tsk.

THING: i present to you the PM pile! bwhahaha! success!

the end.

mmmm... great idea!

i was talking to our research manager about the new pirates movie -- he saw it lat night, a premiere by m&m. he told me that they gave away bags of m&m. and we started to talk about the m&m limited edition dark chocolate, the one they had specially for the STAR WARS: EPISODE III and how it never made it to our shores (sad!). so i went to the m&m's site and looked around and lo and behold! A CUSTOMIZED CANDIES!!!!
you can write personal messages and choose your colors too. a perfectly cheaper and a much more delicious wedding souvenir!
its brilliant... too brilliant. i want to have it!

ang cute!

this is how mine would look like. hopefully its still m i'd end up with.

toinks... my mess!

my weekend's great. its raining like insane but its good. :) i was able to spend quality time with m, stuffing ourselves silly with pizza and pastas and finished off with caffeine fix. it reminded me on how we are when we first started going out, where we would sit and people watch, bashing all the people's fashion style or un style. he's such a goof! hehehe.
and i also watched il mare (sa wakas!), its a cute film tho' it's really impossible for it to happen. but its all nice. anyway, i was able to take pictures of my workstation, i cant believe how much mess i made! aak!


it took me most of the morning to finish up but lookie how it looked like. its been a while since i saw my work table. hehehe! its littered been with papers and more papers! hehehhee!

and yes, i took the pics with my new sony cybershot T5 (pictures to follow!). :) hehhehe. i cant wait to take more pics esp. m's PM pile! heheheeh! thanks to sylverlyt, cher, tabs and bert for the help!

look! up in the sky!

i watched superman returns. and i think it's great. good story plus one hot papa? where could you go wrong? brandon routh did a great job filling in christopher reeves' red boots. and eventhough kevin spacey reminds me of dr. evil, he did well as lex luther. (trivia: mr spacey did a dr evil role in one of the austin powers' movie. :))
it is a must see movie for all the superman fans. :) i didnt put any spoiler to avoid trouble. hee.
oh, im now looking forward to spiderman 3.

am i hot or am i hot?

my kryptonite

anybody who really knows me, knows that i have a thing for watches -- still in pursuit of the mickey mouse watch -- i just cannot have enough watches. we are now having a super sale of watches, most of them signature. alas, to be paid in cash. tsk. walk away, i told myself.

i tried to forget about it until one of the cool manager here called me and said "hey, i want to show you something. i swear, when i saw it i know i have to show it to you." and he showed me an ad in the newspaper. -- THE SWATCH JELLY IN JELLY! waa! it has my name written on it. i have to have it. no matter what! screw the new clothes. i will buy this. hahahaah!

i want you!

Here's the small article about it:

The new Jelly in Jelly Collection permits a larger explosion of Beauty and Art. It gives its creators greater freedom to design, enabling the latest trends to find their way quickly into new models. This collection consists of five bright transparent models in classic SWATCH colours. Jelly in Jelly moves a small watch into a larger dimension, thus taking account of the trend towards larger watches.

quick...

i feel lazy...
dont want to go to the gym...
but i have to...


hmmm...
i am now in pursuit of finding an authentic diner.

im open for suggestions.

and you're it!

hmmm... how am i to do this again? cher tagged me to do this here (check) and i have to write down 8 facts/ habits/ things, mention who tagged me and tag everybody else. hahahah! syempre no tagging back

so here's eight facts/trivia about me:

1. i havent cut my hair for more than a year. i dont own it anymore -- m does. he doesnt want me to cut it. but people thinks its nice. so its good. i usually have it tied in a ponytail or clipped with barrets.
2. i sleep with my hand under the pillow, on my side facing the wall.
3. i like margaritas / tequilas more than beer. you wont see me much in parties.
4. i am a sugar junkie. and chocolate fondues are neat.
5. most of the week, i am in the gym -- where i think a lot. contemplating on life.
6. i am a hopeless romantic -- minsan selosa. hahaha.
7. i own a lot of lip balm/gloss.
8. i love having conversations on a lazy day over coffee.

TAG! you're it! -- tabs, annie, trisha, kitty, gwennie, sue & ches. lahat kayo!!! heheheh

ganda....

When i'm feeling like there's no love coming to me, and i have no love to give; when i'm feeling separated from the world, and cut off from myself; when i'm feeling annoyed by every little thing, because i'm not getting what i want, i'll remember that there is an infinite amount of love available to me. And i'll see it in you.

I'll remember that i am complete within myself, so I'll never have to look to you to complete me. And, most of all, i'll remember that everything i really need i already have, and whatever i don't have will come to me when i'm ready to receive it.

- Will and Grace, "Coffee & Commitment"

**** i like the first part. su-weet. :)

what do you fear most?

i was jumping from one page to another saw a quiz -- which planet are you from?
its a so-so until i was asked this:

Which do you fear most?

- Denied creative expression
- Loss of memory
- Stupidity
- Ugliness
- Being taken away from nature
- Being weak or crippled
- There is nothing out there
- Nobody to heal
- Chaos
- Being made to conform
- Whatever lurks in the darkness
- Being exposed

i chose STUPIDITY. its what i fear most among the choices. since creativity is inborn -- its like you cannot be uncreative if you are one. i mean who wants to be stupid???

and his name is ares.

it was a good weekend for me.
i was having hellish cramps but its all good. i watched pixar's cars -- good film but i dont think the children liked it, some kids inside the theater got bored. hehehe.
highlight would be when m and i was able to talk again. it feels like i havent "talked" to him lately. busy kse sya with his toy and friends. pero carry lang. okay na naman kme e.

anyway, he was telling me about this game he just finished, GOD OF WAR. man, its really interesting.
good graphics, great story with the right amount of blood and gore and sex. hahahaha. what a combination. i love anything greek myth. ^_^
he's tempting me to give the game a shot. i declined. i might get addcted to it.
was comtemplating of buying him God of War II for christmas. hmm... depende yun kung mabait sya. hehehee.

here's the trailer link:
http://www.veoh.com/videoDetails.html?v=e65623TKrJtzEa
enjoy. :)



and on other things,
m has been asking me before to get back to photography, i think i will. i wanted to buy a digital camera. too bad it costs a bundle. it will put a dent on my wallet. waa!

whoo! saya!

mate 1: hey mate, puede mag rant?
mate 2: sure, im all ears. whats the matter?
mate 1: you know what irritates me the most? its planning a freakin' date, get all worked up.
and what i get is a wasted sleepy boyfriend when the date comes around. man, what a waste of time! poo-tah!
mate 2: oh. shet mate, that suck. he went to an event eklat ano
mate 1: ano pa nga ba. pakshet. i try not to be demanding. i let him do his thing. pucha. ano ba ako dito? seasonal girlfriend? is it too much to ask for him to be at least awake when i see him?
mate 2: t*e. it suck to be you.
mate 1: i f**kin' know.

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i dont understand. shake it off. please. its killing me.

wenk wenk wenk

i was tinkering and falling in love with flicker. hehehhee.
i think i tinkered too much.
i reached my limit in bandwidth in 2 days!
tsk tsk.
i have to wait for the 1st of july for it to reset.
bugger!

unmasked

ive always loved comic books, i cant keep my hands off them, local or not. a liking shared by moonbeam and the love of my life.

and i found this. and i dont like the idea. WHAT WERE THEY THIKING???

jeez, m would throw a fit. but then, i dont think he likes spidey as much as i do.

saw this story at yahoo.com.

share ko lang.

NOOO!!!!



Spiderman outs himself to the press
Wed Jun 14, 11:30 AM ET

For a comic book hero, it's the ultimate taboo.
In the latest edition of the Marvel comic "Civil War" on sale, Spiderman does the unthinkable and removes his Spidey mask to publicly reveal his hidden identity.
"I'm proud of who I am, and I'm here right now to prove it," the legendary webslinger tells a press conference called in New York's Times Square, before pulling off his mask and standing before the massed ranks of reporters as newspaper photographer Peter Parker.
"Any questions?" Parker asks in the final panel of the issue, amid a barrage of camera flashes.
In a statement, Marvel trumpeted the revelation as "arguably the most shocking event in comic book history."
The seven-issue "Civil War" series, launched in May, sees Marvel's writers taking on the topical issue of civil liberties.
Following a showdown between a group of superheroes and supervillains in which hundreds of innocent civilians are killed, the government passes the Super-Hero Registration Act, requiring all superheroes to reveal their identities and register as "living weapons of mass destruction."
Marvel's roster of invincible crime fighters is split into two bitterly opposed factions, with one camp -- championed by the likes of Spiderman -- in favour of the new law and the other, including Captain America and his ilk, refusing to relinquish anonymity.
"It's about which side you are on and why you think you are right," said Marvel Comics editor-in-chief Joe Quesada

a broke day with tabs

i was scared that she would cancel on our date, because we are both dirt poor. broker than broke. she has 300 in her pockets. i have 200. but its fun. we both helped each other shake off our depressions.

a great way to start the week. sa uulitin. ^_^

dont we look great? someday we might be mrs. b's.

cam whore na ba ako? salamat sa libreng pedi! hehehe!

for a million bucks, you will to wear this?

waa! ano daw?

drool...

" i told you marami kang fans, tabs!"

the caffeine addicts

an excerpt from a conversation with a 15-year-old

DAY: one rainy sunday
MOOD: nervous
MUSIC: none

its been a year since i visited this great house where i like/love the people living inside. i kept on flashing nervous smiles at him. aak. malapit na kme sa loob. bahala na si batman.
turned out im nervous for nothing. i was greeted warmly by smiles and hugs.
i found my way to their living room and there i was greeted by a 15 year old young man. taller that i last remembered seeing him and still cute.

him: "hi, kamusta? ngayon ka lang nabisita uli"
me: "oo nga e. o kamusta?"
him: "okay lang. may balita na ba?"
me: "balita? balita sa?"
him: "kung kelan kayo papakasal."
whoa.
me: "ha? hehehehe. di ba sya dapat ang tinatanong mo nyan di ako."
him: "hahaha. nahihiya kse ako e."
me: "wala pa e. sabi ng friend nya, he still waiting for me to grow. problema, hanggang dito na lang ako. di na ako lalaki."
him: "ganon ba? may cherifer ako dyan. baka gumana pa yun. hehehehe."

he's such a nice young boy. i'd love for him to be my nephew-in-law (hahaha. meron ba nun?).
ay naku. di mo lang alam, mukhang marami tao ang ayaw sakin para sa tito mo. pero sorry na lang sila pinili na nya ako. hehehe.
at kung mayaman lang ako, matagal ko na pinakasalan anga tito mo. :)

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on that note:

me (on SMS): hello kulit. i hope masaya ka sa birthday weekend mo....
m: ... yes, it was a happy weekend...

that's all i need to know.