mission: pm pile

hello, this post is tad late. something is wrong with my blogger and i cant upload anything. i would like to thank eus for uploading the last two pics. hehehee.

anyway, the mission was planned when i first saw IT. i knew i just have to take a piture of it, it's so blog-worthy! hahaha. sylverlyt and curiouskitty was excited when i told them about it so i decided to just get it on. i waited for m to take a nap and snapped away.

i swear, i havent seen such a pile. :) hopefully i wont get into trouble posting this pics. so please WAG nyo akong sumbong.

hmm, my next project would be having a photo with m. so he wont be accused of being an imaginary one. hehehe. :)

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on a room filled with books and toys, an uber kulit man lives. he goes by the name, m. but the toys thinks he's the boss. he doesnt know when he's out or sleeping, the toys come alive and wreck havoc or just go around and one day, while he is taking a nap...

i am The Thing. i am about 2 years old. i am the first gift that the lady, fran, gave to the boss, m. i am just one of the toys that live with the boss in his box. fat astroboy is my neighbor. i stay on top of the ps2 games and random dvd's. i was given the task to find the pm pile. i dont know if such a collection is true. but we will see.

while the boss is sleeping, thing went down from the ps2 games mountain to look for the infamous pm pile. that is located somewhere in the room, also called the box.

THING: oh, this is the new toy. i think they bought this so the boss would stay put and the lady would have peace of mind. hahahaha!

THING: hello mr batman, my name is the thing. i live on top of the ps2 games and dvds, from the other side of the room, you know where the fat astroboy used to dwell. uhh, i dunno but isnt this place supposed to be the sink/kitchen? how come it looks like a library and it seems that there's a huge pile of pms here. arent you afraid of getting weak lungs because of these?

BATMAN: hmm. mr thing, you seem to be a non smoker. you will never understand the reason why boss have the pile. even if the lady is close to having a fit everytime he lights up a cig.

THING: but, its a sink and --

BATMAN: er.

seeing the bat is hopeless thing went on and decided to climb up the pm pile

look at the biceps!aack!

THING: its a steep climb! but its worth it! my goodness. no wonder the lady is having issues with this. the bat is no help! but then he cant do anything being a bust and all. tsk.

THING: i present to you the PM pile! bwhahaha! success!

the end.

mmmm... great idea!

i was talking to our research manager about the new pirates movie -- he saw it lat night, a premiere by m&m. he told me that they gave away bags of m&m. and we started to talk about the m&m limited edition dark chocolate, the one they had specially for the STAR WARS: EPISODE III and how it never made it to our shores (sad!). so i went to the m&m's site and looked around and lo and behold! A CUSTOMIZED CANDIES!!!!
you can write personal messages and choose your colors too. a perfectly cheaper and a much more delicious wedding souvenir!
its brilliant... too brilliant. i want to have it!

ang cute!

this is how mine would look like. hopefully its still m i'd end up with.

toinks... my mess!

my weekend's great. its raining like insane but its good. :) i was able to spend quality time with m, stuffing ourselves silly with pizza and pastas and finished off with caffeine fix. it reminded me on how we are when we first started going out, where we would sit and people watch, bashing all the people's fashion style or un style. he's such a goof! hehehe.
and i also watched il mare (sa wakas!), its a cute film tho' it's really impossible for it to happen. but its all nice. anyway, i was able to take pictures of my workstation, i cant believe how much mess i made! aak!


it took me most of the morning to finish up but lookie how it looked like. its been a while since i saw my work table. hehehe! its littered been with papers and more papers! hehehhee!

and yes, i took the pics with my new sony cybershot T5 (pictures to follow!). :) hehhehe. i cant wait to take more pics esp. m's PM pile! heheheeh! thanks to sylverlyt, cher, tabs and bert for the help!

look! up in the sky!

i watched superman returns. and i think it's great. good story plus one hot papa? where could you go wrong? brandon routh did a great job filling in christopher reeves' red boots. and eventhough kevin spacey reminds me of dr. evil, he did well as lex luther. (trivia: mr spacey did a dr evil role in one of the austin powers' movie. :))
it is a must see movie for all the superman fans. :) i didnt put any spoiler to avoid trouble. hee.
oh, im now looking forward to spiderman 3.

am i hot or am i hot?

my kryptonite

anybody who really knows me, knows that i have a thing for watches -- still in pursuit of the mickey mouse watch -- i just cannot have enough watches. we are now having a super sale of watches, most of them signature. alas, to be paid in cash. tsk. walk away, i told myself.

i tried to forget about it until one of the cool manager here called me and said "hey, i want to show you something. i swear, when i saw it i know i have to show it to you." and he showed me an ad in the newspaper. -- THE SWATCH JELLY IN JELLY! waa! it has my name written on it. i have to have it. no matter what! screw the new clothes. i will buy this. hahahaah!

i want you!

Here's the small article about it:

The new Jelly in Jelly Collection permits a larger explosion of Beauty and Art. It gives its creators greater freedom to design, enabling the latest trends to find their way quickly into new models. This collection consists of five bright transparent models in classic SWATCH colours. Jelly in Jelly moves a small watch into a larger dimension, thus taking account of the trend towards larger watches.

quick...

i feel lazy...
dont want to go to the gym...
but i have to...


hmmm...
i am now in pursuit of finding an authentic diner.

im open for suggestions.

and you're it!

hmmm... how am i to do this again? cher tagged me to do this here (check) and i have to write down 8 facts/ habits/ things, mention who tagged me and tag everybody else. hahahah! syempre no tagging back

so here's eight facts/trivia about me:

1. i havent cut my hair for more than a year. i dont own it anymore -- m does. he doesnt want me to cut it. but people thinks its nice. so its good. i usually have it tied in a ponytail or clipped with barrets.
2. i sleep with my hand under the pillow, on my side facing the wall.
3. i like margaritas / tequilas more than beer. you wont see me much in parties.
4. i am a sugar junkie. and chocolate fondues are neat.
5. most of the week, i am in the gym -- where i think a lot. contemplating on life.
6. i am a hopeless romantic -- minsan selosa. hahaha.
7. i own a lot of lip balm/gloss.
8. i love having conversations on a lazy day over coffee.

TAG! you're it! -- tabs, annie, trisha, kitty, gwennie, sue & ches. lahat kayo!!! heheheh

ganda....

When i'm feeling like there's no love coming to me, and i have no love to give; when i'm feeling separated from the world, and cut off from myself; when i'm feeling annoyed by every little thing, because i'm not getting what i want, i'll remember that there is an infinite amount of love available to me. And i'll see it in you.

I'll remember that i am complete within myself, so I'll never have to look to you to complete me. And, most of all, i'll remember that everything i really need i already have, and whatever i don't have will come to me when i'm ready to receive it.

- Will and Grace, "Coffee & Commitment"

**** i like the first part. su-weet. :)

what do you fear most?

i was jumping from one page to another saw a quiz -- which planet are you from?
its a so-so until i was asked this:

Which do you fear most?

- Denied creative expression
- Loss of memory
- Stupidity
- Ugliness
- Being taken away from nature
- Being weak or crippled
- There is nothing out there
- Nobody to heal
- Chaos
- Being made to conform
- Whatever lurks in the darkness
- Being exposed

i chose STUPIDITY. its what i fear most among the choices. since creativity is inborn -- its like you cannot be uncreative if you are one. i mean who wants to be stupid???

and his name is ares.

it was a good weekend for me.
i was having hellish cramps but its all good. i watched pixar's cars -- good film but i dont think the children liked it, some kids inside the theater got bored. hehehe.
highlight would be when m and i was able to talk again. it feels like i havent "talked" to him lately. busy kse sya with his toy and friends. pero carry lang. okay na naman kme e.

anyway, he was telling me about this game he just finished, GOD OF WAR. man, its really interesting.
good graphics, great story with the right amount of blood and gore and sex. hahahaha. what a combination. i love anything greek myth. ^_^
he's tempting me to give the game a shot. i declined. i might get addcted to it.
was comtemplating of buying him God of War II for christmas. hmm... depende yun kung mabait sya. hehehee.

here's the trailer link:
http://www.veoh.com/videoDetails.html?v=e65623TKrJtzEa
enjoy. :)



and on other things,
m has been asking me before to get back to photography, i think i will. i wanted to buy a digital camera. too bad it costs a bundle. it will put a dent on my wallet. waa!

whoo! saya!

mate 1: hey mate, puede mag rant?
mate 2: sure, im all ears. whats the matter?
mate 1: you know what irritates me the most? its planning a freakin' date, get all worked up.
and what i get is a wasted sleepy boyfriend when the date comes around. man, what a waste of time! poo-tah!
mate 2: oh. shet mate, that suck. he went to an event eklat ano
mate 1: ano pa nga ba. pakshet. i try not to be demanding. i let him do his thing. pucha. ano ba ako dito? seasonal girlfriend? is it too much to ask for him to be at least awake when i see him?
mate 2: t*e. it suck to be you.
mate 1: i f**kin' know.

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i dont understand. shake it off. please. its killing me.

wenk wenk wenk

i was tinkering and falling in love with flicker. hehehhee.
i think i tinkered too much.
i reached my limit in bandwidth in 2 days!
tsk tsk.
i have to wait for the 1st of july for it to reset.
bugger!

unmasked

ive always loved comic books, i cant keep my hands off them, local or not. a liking shared by moonbeam and the love of my life.

and i found this. and i dont like the idea. WHAT WERE THEY THIKING???

jeez, m would throw a fit. but then, i dont think he likes spidey as much as i do.

saw this story at yahoo.com.

share ko lang.

NOOO!!!!



Spiderman outs himself to the press
Wed Jun 14, 11:30 AM ET

For a comic book hero, it's the ultimate taboo.
In the latest edition of the Marvel comic "Civil War" on sale, Spiderman does the unthinkable and removes his Spidey mask to publicly reveal his hidden identity.
"I'm proud of who I am, and I'm here right now to prove it," the legendary webslinger tells a press conference called in New York's Times Square, before pulling off his mask and standing before the massed ranks of reporters as newspaper photographer Peter Parker.
"Any questions?" Parker asks in the final panel of the issue, amid a barrage of camera flashes.
In a statement, Marvel trumpeted the revelation as "arguably the most shocking event in comic book history."
The seven-issue "Civil War" series, launched in May, sees Marvel's writers taking on the topical issue of civil liberties.
Following a showdown between a group of superheroes and supervillains in which hundreds of innocent civilians are killed, the government passes the Super-Hero Registration Act, requiring all superheroes to reveal their identities and register as "living weapons of mass destruction."
Marvel's roster of invincible crime fighters is split into two bitterly opposed factions, with one camp -- championed by the likes of Spiderman -- in favour of the new law and the other, including Captain America and his ilk, refusing to relinquish anonymity.
"It's about which side you are on and why you think you are right," said Marvel Comics editor-in-chief Joe Quesada

a broke day with tabs

i was scared that she would cancel on our date, because we are both dirt poor. broker than broke. she has 300 in her pockets. i have 200. but its fun. we both helped each other shake off our depressions.

a great way to start the week. sa uulitin. ^_^

dont we look great? someday we might be mrs. b's.

cam whore na ba ako? salamat sa libreng pedi! hehehe!

for a million bucks, you will to wear this?

waa! ano daw?

drool...

" i told you marami kang fans, tabs!"

the caffeine addicts

an excerpt from a conversation with a 15-year-old

DAY: one rainy sunday
MOOD: nervous
MUSIC: none

its been a year since i visited this great house where i like/love the people living inside. i kept on flashing nervous smiles at him. aak. malapit na kme sa loob. bahala na si batman.
turned out im nervous for nothing. i was greeted warmly by smiles and hugs.
i found my way to their living room and there i was greeted by a 15 year old young man. taller that i last remembered seeing him and still cute.

him: "hi, kamusta? ngayon ka lang nabisita uli"
me: "oo nga e. o kamusta?"
him: "okay lang. may balita na ba?"
me: "balita? balita sa?"
him: "kung kelan kayo papakasal."
whoa.
me: "ha? hehehehe. di ba sya dapat ang tinatanong mo nyan di ako."
him: "hahaha. nahihiya kse ako e."
me: "wala pa e. sabi ng friend nya, he still waiting for me to grow. problema, hanggang dito na lang ako. di na ako lalaki."
him: "ganon ba? may cherifer ako dyan. baka gumana pa yun. hehehehe."

he's such a nice young boy. i'd love for him to be my nephew-in-law (hahaha. meron ba nun?).
ay naku. di mo lang alam, mukhang marami tao ang ayaw sakin para sa tito mo. pero sorry na lang sila pinili na nya ako. hehehe.
at kung mayaman lang ako, matagal ko na pinakasalan anga tito mo. :)

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on that note:

me (on SMS): hello kulit. i hope masaya ka sa birthday weekend mo....
m: ... yes, it was a happy weekend...

that's all i need to know.

warning

sa mga taong di sanay o di alam na nag mumura ako, wag nyo na basahin ang post na ito.

i've been trying my best to do my fucking job without trying to kill you.
i swear im near my breaking point and i dont think i could hold on to my temper much longer.
im soo sick of you patronizing me. strutting as if you are better than me.
e, tangina ka, pareho lang tyong alipin dito!
dahil sayo, gusto ko na magresign. lintek ka.
hindi ko kasalanan na mas maganda ako sayo, gago ka!
problema kase sayo malaki pa sayo yang insecurity mo!
buwiset ka.

happy na birthday pa! heheheh!

happy birthday to ann. will always be here for you. hanggang mag expire ako. hehehe.

sarap ng chilis ano? hehehe. joke!

i will always be thankful that i have you in my life and for introducing me

to the reason why i am happy.

life wont be all pretty but i will be here for you.

wish you less tears and more happiness and blessings.

love you very much.

looking forward to seeing you again.

post hospital duties

my lolo is in the hospital and i decided to pitch in and relieve my sister from hospital duties to get some zzz's. its all good. since its the least i can to for a great man, my lolo. he is more like a father to me. i wanted to do this.
even if i know i would be bored to death. hehehhe. i spent the day fussing over him. drinking coffee in between. zero lunch. slept very late and very lightly. jumping up whenever i hear him move.
tsk. its like i havent slept at all.
woke up by 530am.
drinking scorching coffee. got lost.
wrong jeep.
got locked out of the house.
screamed at everybody who comes my way.
its a really long day.
cold shower.
on autopilot coming into work.
sigh.
work... shet. it suck.
job orders piling up. good thing my boss is on leave.
whoo. i hope tomorrow would be better. and saturday and the rest of the week would be great.
i cant believe that im still awake now, that i havent dropped dead yet.
i hope someone wouldn't be too sleepy and wasted come weekend. else, i will raise hell.

thats me... when i dont get zzz's. reminds me of something funny, this strip. hehehe.

sometimes i have days like this...

to all ye carnies

i cant believe hboasia is just about to start carnivale season 2.
whoo. cant wait. love carnivale!!!
will buy the boxed set asap. :)




my weekend: its tiring. could use the long weekend coming up. looking forward to a lot of meet ups. hopefully things would be better. no, it will be better. shoutouts to annie, moonbeam, trisha and kitty. ^_^

drool.....

this looks like a piece of heaven on earth. sigh... did you hear that? its calling me!

four me me. :)

ho hum... i know i have to be cracking more more j.o's now. but, my brains doesnt want to cooperate yet. and in pursuit of a good read i found this. heheh. so there.

Here goes my 4-some(s):

Four Jobs I've Had In My Life:
1. babysitter (no charge)
2. order taker at a famous bakeshop (to avoid getting burned during summer & free cakes to boot)
3. events/travel coordinator for my mom
4. artist/corporate slave

Four Films I Can Watch Over And Over Again (in no particular order):
(bat 4 lang??? mahaba pa yung listahan ko)

1. LOTR trilogy
2. pretty woman
3. forrest gump
4. wedding singer

Four Places I Have Lived:
1. sta ana
2. sta ana
3. still sta ana...
4. err...

Four TV Programs I Love To Watch:
1. house m.d.
2. csi (vegas and new york)
3. friends
4. carnivale / gray's anatomy

Four Places I Would Have Visited, If I Had The Money:
1. london
2. paris
3. new york
4. greece

Four Websites I Visit Daily:
1. blogspot
2. yahoo
3. nba
4. cbs

Four Of My Favorite Foods:
1. cheesecake (i want to try toblerone cheesecake) - pistachio ice cream
2. baked ziti
3. cordon bleu
4. tempura

Four Places I Would Rather Be: (right now?)
1. curled up on a couch, reading a book
2. my room, sleeping
3. having coffee with tabs and kitty
4. in puerto del sol with my bestie (syempre)

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*musings:
• mas excited pa ako sa bday ni m kesa sa kanya. hahaha. i have everything mapped out.
• i wish i have money to blow on my friends so i could throw a party.
• its been ages since i last messed around the kitchen.
• i still cant find the evil dress (and i only have a week to find it)
• i miss having coffee with m and my friends.
• i need to start working again. hehehe.

hmm... monday na naman?

it was a good weekend. it rained a little after the movie. saw "mag lovestory", kilig. hahaha. my bestie is such a sweetie, gave me a new dvd, nevermind its korean (il mare), its a lovestory. :) its definitely quality time.
i hope this would sustain me for the whole week. ^_^
oh, sorry i had to stole pics from your blogs. hehehe.
oh yeah. to trisha: FEEL BETTER! kape tyo pag magaling ka na.

insert profanity here

DAY : last workday
Time: e...
Mood: just cruising

beat deadline (check)
reward self with white pizza (check)
raspberry tea (check)
windowshopped (check. check)
tick off job orders (check)

hmm... everything looks good. wrong!
she has other plans
she is trying to make my life hellish. another revision! (suprise! NOT!)
well. pakshet.
etong sayo: di ka pa rin maganda. sorry na lang. i wont let a scum of earth like you get to me.

how sad...

"when two people love each other, when do you say enough?"

"when it's not working anymore."

"no."

"when?"

"never."

-- how true.
for a great friend, almost like a sister. dont give up yet. believe that what you have is good. not perfect, but worthy enough to make it work. i hope everything would turn out okay.
pero as i've said last night "kung si j, pinayagan natin mag loko. ikaw rin puede. wag ka lang papahuli ng buhay."
hahaha. im just trying to make you laugh. will be here for you. maski di mo ko ilibre. hug.

an evil little girl called me.

hay,
okay na sana e.
wala ang boss namin.
kahit broke. libre naman mag window shopping.
okay na sana
KASOOOO.
dumating ka pa... shet.
at kinuwento mo kung pano ka sinamba ng mga anak ni adan.
naku.
nabubulag na ata ako...
bakit di ko makita ang dahilan bat ka nila pinagkakaguluhan?
tsk. tsk.
kawawa naman ako.
wala nagkakagusto sa akin.
pero kahit na.
kahit bigyan pa ako ng sang milyon.
sayo na mukha mo.

* note: please, im just really pissed and tired of hearing her and her so called fans. no, im not bitter. just pissed and very annoyed.
okay. as for my "nyah" post....
curiouskitty is a very clever girl. she figured out who the cast are. heheehhe. and dont worry, kulet. its all good.
basta happy ako kse nangyari ang mga nangyari and i gained a new friend in you.
and i just remembered what you said. no. making him unhappy/cry/frown/worry is the last thing i would want to do. i would do my best to make your friend happy.
yeey! thursday na malapit na mag weekend. wee!

coffee date with kitty. ^_~

oh, kitty's the better half of the bestie of my better half. hahaha. well, anybody who's somebody in my world knows how we get to know each other. she's uber nice. i am so glad that we are now friends (sana) and i am more than happy na nadagdagan na nman ng makulit sa buhay ko. heheheh. if there is one sure way to start the week right its having a caffeine fix, mumu stories, baby boo-boos and having her around to share it with. no wonder that m adores her. looking forward to part 2. hopefully you'd get to meet ms. jello. hehehe.
thanks kitty. monday was great. :) you have to teach me to cam whore? sorry ha, virgin pa. hahaha!
lookie at the postcard that she made. :)

nyah

"BECAUSE I'D STILL SAY YES TO YOU AGAIN..." that old song is blaring at manong's huge speakers, taking advantage of our boss being elsewhere. nyahahah. loving it. he must be inlove. (im actually singing along!).
hmm. the job orders are glaring at me. willing me to start working to keep them from again, piling up. but heck, i feel like writing. (manong doesn't seem to mind. bwhahaha).
so there, i was pondering on whatever happened to her and him and why he is in a relationship now with another girl (he seems happy). to think that she was his ultimate crush some ages ago. hmm. maybe she told him to take a hike or i dont feel the same way eklat. tsk. i wonder if she's wishing she's double jointed now so she could kick herself, for letting him go. but then she comes to me as a self centered -bleep-. so malamang hindi.
i dont think i'll ever find out what really happened, since he doesnt want to talk about it. and i don't think he would want to be in the same place as her. it must be that bad.
oh well, she had her chance. hahahaha.
basta alam ko masaya na yung guy. :)
okay okay. someone will give me the evil eye if i dont start cracking on the JO's. ^_~
and no this is not about manong and his gf. ibang cast eto. ehheheeh

a quick one

(NOTE TO SELF: make a post about coffee date with kitty-kulet).
okay, i hope that m would never find his way to this page. (hee. if he ever did. sana walang nagturo kung saan. haha).
anyway, i just rememered what she said to me about some #10. it was a "knees-turn-to-mush -moment. gusto ko rin nun. heheeh.
gawd. im hopeless.
oh. coffee date was GREAT! sa uulitin ha. thats one sure way of starting the week right.
salamat po sa siginificant other ni kitty kase pinayagan nya si kitty na lumabas with me. :)

yet another love story

a good friend shared me her story, her love story. im such a sucker for a good one. as in.
okay. fine. im a romantic! heheheh. when she told me the sory it's soo heartwarming and funny (funny=good), DAHIL... it reminded me of a greek myth. i had to stop myself from saying "aww! sweet!" in front of the caffeine addicted people. actually, uber daldal ko nakakahiya sa kanya. hindi nya ata alam na ganon ako. heehee.
she caught me by surprise, i didnt think we would get along. well duhh. i think she could make cerberus-guard-dog-from-hell roll over and play fetch. she's such a sweetie. im happy for her and him. and being the idealistic person that i am, i wanted them to get hitched. soon. :)
so here's the story: (the greek myth, that is.) enjoy kulet! :)

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Pygmalion saw so much to blame in women that he came at last to abhor the sex, and resolved to live unmarried. He was a sculptor, and had made with wonderful skill a statue of ivory, so beautiful that no living woman came anywhere near it. It was indeed the perfect semblance of a maiden that seemed to be alive, and only prevented from moving by modesty. His art was so perfect that it concealed itself and its product looked like the workmanship of nature. Pygmalion admired his own work, and at last fell in love with the counterfeit creation. Oftentimes he laid his hand upon it as if to assure himself whether it were living or not, and could not even then believe that it was only ivory. He caressed it, and gave it presents such as young girls love, - bright shells and polished stones, little birds and flowers of various hues, beads and amber. He put rainment on its limbs, and jewels on its fingers, and a necklace about its neck. To the ears he hung earrings and strings of pearls upon the breast. Her dress became her, and she looked not less charming than when unattired. He laid her on a couch spread with cloths of Tyrian dye, and called her his wife, and put her head upon a pillow of the softest feathers, as if she could enjoy their softness.
The festival of Aphrodite was at hand - a festival celebrated with great pomp at Cyprus. Victims were offered, the altars smoked, and the odor of incense filled the air. When Pygmalion had performed his part in the solemnities, he stood before the altar and timidly said, "Ye gods, who can do all things, give me, I pray you, for my wife" - he dared not say "my ivory virgin," but said instead - "one like my ivory virgin."

Aphrodite, who was present at the festival, heard him and knew the thought he would have uttered; and as an omen of her favor, caused the flame on the altar to shoot up thrice in a fiery point into the air. When he returned home, he went to see his statue, and leaning over the couch, gave a kiss to the mouth. It seemed to be warm. He pressed its lips gain, he laid his hand upon the limbs; the ivory felt soft to his touch and yielded to his fingers like the wax of Hymettus. While he stands astonished and glad, though doubting, and fears he may be mistaken, again and again with a lover's ardor he touches the object of his hopes. It was indeed alive! The veins when pressed yielded to the finger and again resumed their roundness. Then at last the votary of Aphrodite found words to thank the goddess, and pressed his lips upon lips as real as his own. The virgin felt the kisses and blushed, and opening her timid eyes to the light, fixed them at the same moment on her lover. Aphrodite blessed the nuptials she had formed, and from this union Paphos was born, from whom the city, sacred to Aphrodite, received its name.­­­­

blow yer brains out kiss

nyahahahaha. masarap kaya to?
umm. no, i dont want to learn how to do this.
* art by a deviant artist. tabs shared the link.
http://www.deviantart.com/view/17325044/
ahem, a line that m said to me just popped into my head. hehehe. bad. (insert evil grin)

^_^' oro!

i had this weird conversation with moonbeam. i wish i could make her feel better.
i wish shit doesnt happen on people that i love (if you are my friend, you are one of them).
she still cracks me up. hehehe. here's some snippets:

me: uy, sobrang miss na kita
i feel rotten na i cant even buy you coffee
sabi nga ni kitty: we are all freakin' poorita
shet

tabs: i know.... how can someone so full of life be so........poor???

me: oo nga
shet
i cant believe that we are all broke

tabs: i called myself broke when i only have 300php and 3 days left til sweldo... but how can I be a week away from sweldo with only 30php??? is there a term next to broke? like broker? or brokest? or brokestest???

me: hahaha
not brokest
we are now in the status called dirt poor

tabs: mas mahirap pako sa daga.

* so what you call that? tsk. its sad. i hope that this week would be good for all of us. sana umulan ng tig 1000. kahit isang batya lang ang mapupuno ko. okay na. hehehe.

you've given me a fright

i hope i wont get that scare again for another 10 years. heheeh. thanks again, lalo na kay k, v, annie and sa cross breed ng raccoon at tarsier daw. hehehe. appreciate it.

sigh

i feel tired. really.
buti na lang weekend na.
1 more workday.
sana tantanan na nila ako.
will have my gourmet caffeine fix on monday! great! excited na ako!

erhm

hee. no boss. i can get away with murder. heheheh. nah. i can get away with a couple of hours for lunch. this only comes once so i have to make the most out of this. should take naps. chat like there is no tomorrow. work a little. drive moonbeam like crazy. whoo. i needed this. :)
shout outs to kitty, looking forward to that coffee date (with grace? cool idea!). thanks for being soo nice to me. oh, sorry ha. i took your pic from flicker. heee.
to moonbeam, di bagay syo sad. feel better. :)
wee. malapit na mag weekend. i will be able to see m again after 2 weeks. i missed him. sobra.

su-weet

i have to say that last week was trying. and i never thought i would be able to survive it if it werent for my "sister" and annie. these two knew the best and worst of my relationship with m. and they made me see that despite all i should love myself no matter what. i am thankful for these two im sure their ears are ringing whenever i complain or whine. but heck they love me.
moonbeam gave me a pleasant surprise when everything seems crazy. she is the sweetest thing. she made me cry while i was checking her page in a computer rental place. i love her so i forgive her. :) even if she didnt know what the hell happened to me & m, she remained my friend and made everything feel better.
love her. :) she made this cutie drawing. waa. gusto ko sya ipaframe. hehehe.
seriously, i was soo touched on everything that she said.
"... I'd really love for you and M to work out... What happened ba kasi? What is this cardinal sin you're talking about? I won't know what to do or how to see things clearly if I can't see the whole picture.I wish you luck in today's test... But if I can only pray for one thing for one person at one time, I'd choose praying for you and M to work things out rather than praying for you to pass the test heheh. I don't hate the guy. I just get protective at times. (^_^)"
hay. i dunno what i did to deserve such a great friend.
sis, i would forever be thankful that i have you and for being there when things get ugly. and you know that i will always be here for you. hug.
everything is okay now. i will talk to m.
oh yeah, your bro is such a sweetie, parang yung ate. what he said made me feel better last sat. hee.

*******
ahem, i was out with annie & another friend yesterday, caffeine fix and corndogs. and mostly, trying to make o talk about anything but mountaineering. heard a very nasty story and it made me feel real bad. hearing it made me realize that i am blessed with what i have. that despite all, m loves me enough not to cheat on me. tsk. i am a lucky, really lucky. when you have someone who loves you trully loves you and great girl-friends and caffaine fix and corndog. what more can i ask for? :) round two maybe. hehehe.

tsk

"Ninety percent of being in love is making each other's lives funnier and easier,

all the way to the deathbed." -Lois Smith Brady

tsk. maybe my deathbed is near. or maybe i am on the 10% part.

you have any idea what it feels like when you lost your best friend?

or felt like you will never be happy again?

ask me.

what was my life like before you? i cant remember. it was like a dream.

im lost.

and it hurts. real bad.

blind item

i love this post. the people involved is for me to know and for you to find out. wee. i would love it if they do get together. i know. im evil. sue me.

shit happens

i was telling moonbeam that i was looking forward to our "date" on sat. being my "sister", she sensed that something's up and it's not good. i eventually told her what's eating me and it felt good to finally get if off my chest. no, it didnt solve the bugger but it helped a great deal. and i am very thankful for that.
and if i may borrow a line from one of my favorite film:
"I trust people. I just don't trust the devil inside them."
i couldn't agree more.
super thanks to moonbeam! cant wait for saturday!:)

hmmm..... interesting

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

shang-hai babies

i finally saw tabs again after her trip from the US. she used some jedi magic to make me go with her. hehehe. kidding. she told me i HAVE to see her or she will have some cardiac arrest or something. nah, i missed this girl a lot. we piled up on all the stories and stuffed ourselves silly with food, looked for nice furniture ideas (while wishing we could marry thom felicia of the fab five. hee.) and window shopped and diss at 3k++ times 8 worth of shoes. hahahha. that girl crack me up! it was so much fun. i missed her. clickey on the pics. :) *thanks for a great day, t. sana maulit.

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