from the dream king

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

- Neil Gaiman

so what has been happening:

-- im frustrated that i didnt see Gaiman last sunday -- blame my fear of getting swept away if ever the storm would suddenly drop by manila and i also had to attend an event that i just couldnt say no to, else my head will be served on a platter. hehehe! i love you, annie. it was great seeing you again.

-- im gald i was able to change my blog template. i still have to tweek at it but its all good at least im getting somewhere.

-- i havent started my christmas shopping. yet. i have no idea what to get people

-- i was thinking... sometimes people you think you know surprises you by pulling a stunt that you think they are not capable of. like using their position or power as leverage. tsk. sad that they change just because of some little power that was given to them TEMPORARILY.

-- "just because you rank higher than me, doesnt make you better than me." - AMEN.

-- i miss someone who works in san juan and lives in kamias.

-- i want some good coffee.

-- christmas came early. absolute sandman vols. 1 & 2 is mine. hahahaah! *pictures to follow* will open it on tabs' bday.

-- looking forward to saturday...

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